Today, I am in a wonderful mood.
I don’t exactly remember the last time I was this happy
All I know is that I want to hold onto it forever
I know that is such an unrealistic goal, given my disposition to mood swings
Violent storms, thou art my emotions
But the eye, the perfect calm in my mood swings, does come
I swear, I am NOT always brooding
I swear, I am not negative (all the time)
Today, I am hopeful! I am hopeful that I will be happy until tomorrow, and beyond.
Today, a weight has been (temporarily) lifted
Thank Goodness, because the weight was crushing my body and spirit
Smiling comes easy today
Even my tears need a break
Even my brain needs a break from ruminating on my failures
So, I stay and enjoy the good mood, altering nothing lest it be disturbed
Xara Nahara O’Connor