I have a lot to do, but I don’t know where to begin. I have a lot of worries tonight, but I did get some stuff done today. I straightened the house a bit, did some dishes, started to get my bills paid, completed one project, deleted someone from my address book (not fun), tried to call a friend (no answer – maybe she is sick again), cleaned two toilets, checked my E-mail several times and still have more E-mails to do, and completed a card for my cousin. Even with that long list of stuff I did, I am still way behind. Where the hell I have been? How did I get this behind? And why do I feel like a weak link and why do I feel like the world would be better if I would just stay focused and not be involved with anything to do with others? The heart of man, who can know it? Because I am so clueless when it comes to other people. No matter what I do, it feels like I am never enough. I just screwed up this week. I hope next week, I can straighten this mess out. Here’s to hoping and praying. Cheers! ::raises a toast to next week::
In other news, the clocks go forward, so no sleep tonight really. At least I can write in my insomnia book tonight. It was supposed to be for my fiancé, but he doesn’t write like I do. So he said I could have it because I write a lot.
Xara Nahara O’Connor