It has been a while

Come to think of it, it has been forever since I posted. I have been playing Stardew Valley for a month instead. It’s a great game to distract me from the horrible nightmare called real life. It has gotten to the point where I am afraid to go outside because it’s soul-sucking. I’ve been really depressed over everything that is going on. Some days, I feel powerless and disappointed that my life hasn’t gotten further than it has. Financial problems are almost unbearable. I feel lonely a lot.

Before I was about 27 years old, I used to travel and go see friends. I would go to conventions. I felt comfortable around people I considered friends. Now, it’s work and go home. Stardew Valley IS my outlet. Other people seem more like enemies now. It feels like the world doesn’t want me here.

Xara Nahara O’Connor

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I am a graduate of the University of Mount Union. I work for myself as a housekeeper. My company is named Nicole's Superb Cleaning Services LLC. I was a psychology major and am hoping to cause pain and suffering to Peter W. Parker, the bane of my existence because reasons. I am still interested in English and theatre. Writing stories that defy the English language and troll Peter W. Parker is my passion. I used to draw comics, but I had a comic artist block, so now I troll Peter W. Parker with my stories. I also love animals. When I am not working hard on whatever project I happen to have my hands on, I am at home playing with my animals. I live with two cats named Princess Kissy and Princess Oreo. I also love to listen to all kinds of music, such as The Birthday Massacre, Emilie Autumn, The Cruxshadows, The Cranberries, Celldweller, Emperor, R.E.M., Future Funk Squad, Symphony X, Einherjer, Borknagar, and Nightwish. And I'm married to King Joebear. But don't tell the government. They suck the fun out of it.

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